I'm so wide awake i can like go swim 20 laps nowwwww cos i slept in the afternoon for like a couple of hours. It wasn't a good sleep though.
Okay, i want to rant and since a blog is such a perfect platform to voice out the inherent feelings, i'll do just that.
I'm A and that person's B.
A : Omg i'm happy! (inserts smiley)
B : Huh why?
A : Haha nothing la, just happy....
B: Say omg what!
A : Oh in my school, they have this banding thing for chemistry. Like people with the same grades will flock to the same lecture kinda thing. So, we're all like segregated according to our mid year chem grade and all.
B : Woo okay, so which group are you in?
A : Huh hmmmmm, ah the first group.
B : Huh? First group? Wth is 'first' group? 'First' has so many meanings!
A : Err the group with the best range of grades? Anyway, they're like the cream of the crop so i'm probably the stupidest so no big deal la.
B: (sneered sarcastically) ------> okay maybe i read too much into it cos i'm v v sensitive over such issues.
A : (quite pissed) Whatever pls, there's only 2 people in my class who made it to that lecture group okay.
B: Well, you must still strive. (sounded condescendingly)
I'm not sure if the typed out convo sounds not-that-bad-actually but in reality, it felt like a slap in the face with a deflated minute bubble and a bruised infinitesimal ego.
And i'm not trying to brag whatsoever and if you think i am, then you just don't know me well enough.
Just a simple 'well done' would suffice seriously, to make me feel a teeny weeny better of myself but i guess that might cost like $345678543654356785943 million dollars.
How the
Not even a glimmer of hope.
Totally.
