I totally crashed in school today like my classmates commented how dead/hallucinate i looked.
Died during math tutorial. I think i even drool on my table oh ma gawdzzz.
Slept during econs tutorial cos Miss Wong thought i was sick and stef went like, ''Yeah, ibro's sick, he's not feeling well!" and Miss Wong really believed it and allowed me to sleep during her tutorial. Thanks stef! :D
Anyway, it's not cool to like sleep only for a few hours cos you went out and had fun and totally let time pass by as the world slowly revolves, appreciating every moment of pleasure AND NOT STUDYING when you really should cos an extremely major exam is approaching.
And the feeling gets worse cos you know that the rest are pulling up their socks to the maximum level and are mugging to their peak.
But you're not.
Fuck, i should stop being complacent with regards to mid year's grades. Who cares if you did well among the whole cohort in school exams?
That in itself, doesn't even guarantee your distinctions.
It's the As that matter you moron, you apathetic fool. Look at the big picture.
And so, i shall shut up and mug today, now now now.
NERD IS THE NEW HOT.
sometimes
the frequency of the world stops
and you're stuck
lost in your own space
in your own light
entities surround you
and the mirror's unclear
obscured, smeared
masked
you get clueless
confused, astray
stop running in circles
just
let go