Rants and whatnot.

Le sigh i think i've lost the drive and motivation to do everything and anything.

Went swimming yesterday and realised that my stamina sucks real bad now, and apparently, most of the swimmers ytd were damn fast i don't know why and i had no drive to compete ):

And i guess my speed is slower tooooo oh man this is sucky )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

And so, with intense feelings of discouragement, i merely swam for 6 laps which is like the least number laps like since forever cos the least number of laps i've been doing all these years is 10 omg this is baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ah fuck.

Dropped by the library for a while after that to read this book that April recommended but i couldn't find it and so read another book by the same author and found it quite boring actually oh shit i feel discouraged like how can my speed be so much slower okay maybe it's my fault cos i haven't been swimming for eons or maybe they're just damn good ah this is incongrous but i'm really pissed omg i used to excel in swimming rahhhh

Omg breathe in breathe out it's only swimming but then again, i hold swimming v v v close to my heart okay this sentence sounds wrong okay whatever.

Went to eat dinner with chris, matt and brandon at New York New York after that which was rlly rlly good cos they're awesome and the talks we had were intellectual HAHA.

Okay tennis tmr and there's not enough days to like meet up with people which i'm bent on meeting rah 6 days are not enough!

OH AND I'M DAMN PISSED TOO COS THE LACOSTE SLIPPERS WHICH IS JUST BOUGHT IS LIKE NOT AS CHIO ANYMORE.

Cos a bit of the wordings are like scraped off $%^&**&^%$%^& DAMN SAD and i don't know why it may have been due to the locker at the swimming complex which is small and so i had to like force my stuffs in ):

And it's only TWO days old omg my heart breaks when i see it. HAHA but luckily it's like on the behind of the slippers so it cant really be seen but i love it when ppl stare at it cos it's like nice and unique HAHAHA.

Sorry, himbotic moments.

Sigh i guess the belief everyone has that i don't take care of my things is disgustingly true.

Okay i'm off to catch a movie oh shit i did not lift weights today!!!