For a reason.

Omg FOURTH entry for the day and i'm totally a winner cos there's tonnes of homeworks to do and i swear i haven't even done a single one!

Anyway i really feel like posting what i commented yuan regarding his entry(see my previous entry). Here it is :

"hey yuan, what you just wrote is soooooooo true, in fact it was an inspiration for my entry! anyway i guess we all should take control over our actions, and not let other things control us.

it's really easier said than done cos sometimes, those negative externalities are just too influential or rather, we can't help but get swayed by them.

that's when your true identity will thrive, when your originality shows its worth. like you know yourself best and no one, no one can take away what's rightfully yours and only yours.

like the brimming confidence you shine for others to see.

i can really relate to this quote cos i'm a victim of it for like many many times. and it's painful, i get hurt, wounded and sometimes the pain still lingers on.

like how i wish i can just turn back time and grab it, take it, devour it and not just simply let it pass away like it did.

these regrets which i quell is still buried within, deep down in the crevices of my heart. hopefully healed, with the power of time.

so i hope you and everyone else will make the best of chances and never let it go, just like what i'm trying to every single day; to appreciate it, to treasure it, to seize it, to grasp it every single time it presents itself.

cos it's there for a reason, it's for you."

I don't know why but it sounds really sad ):