Flying to nowhere.

it appalls me how my history is still floating on air. i'm just gonna start china for now, and there's tons left. i don't know what to do with it anymore. i'll be v happy if i got a C. a B would be a miracle and an A is totally out of point. ))): i'll just resign to fate how pathetic.

it's moments like this when i hope i have better brains - those that can retain informations faster and longer. coupled with an excellent discipline to just stay put and focus. RAH I CAN BE DISCIPLINED, i believe i can; well, everyone can man. it's all in your mind, if you're really determined, everything works.

this 'inferiority complex' never seem to fade away, especially so when people like cher get really, really wonderful opportunities from top universities cos of their excellent SAT results. boohoo for meeeeeeeeeeee.

but whatever, maybe i have something they don't HAHAHA like er, ........

okay good go far far far far far far away you smartasses, leave the spaces in local universities for academically-challenged kids like me. thank you very much.