TRANSITON ELEMENTS NOWWWWWWWWWWW

It scares me how everything changes, and can change in a split second - unsconsciously.

Like how everything built from scratch can lose it's raw, beautiful essence in that moment of folly. Then what about proclamations which go along the line of 'Forever and ever'?

This wave of turbulence is plenty, and in my opinion, unwarranted.

I've no idea why i'm writing about this cos i don't think i'm encroached in this situation. But the fragility is conspicuous - it overwhelms me(more to horror, actually).

Like it just needs one action, one word(maybe one string of words), one phrase, one sentence - just a 'little' effort; and things might never be the same anymore.

How delicate!

Maybe it's exaggerated but still..... Nothing's certain in life, and we are sure of that. Unless you're in denial then perhaps, you should get out of your small little world.

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Sometimes i should really chill out and not think of small little things which are so trivial and useless - but will undoubtedly affect me in more ways than one.

I've no slightest idea why such banal things get to me, but it's downright preposterous to be affected; sorry, but i just can't help it.

Maybe this is one of the reasons why good friends who really understand me often complain of how taxing and tiring my life is. Then what, see a shrink?

Hello, I'm not insane.

Rahh whatever i shall stop online shopping and go read transition elements sianzzzzz. Online shopping for guys is bleargh. I may be squealing in excitement one moment but next, disappointment sets in because they just happen to not have my sizes. (esp for those which i really like)

The happiness is super short-lived, anti-climax ttm