with hope

I hate it how i'm still taking things as lightly as ever, like as though As is a distance away.

Who am i kidding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My discipline level is disgusting; was tired the other day and like slept from 10 till 6 the next morning without getting any shit done at all

HOW CANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK I HATE THISSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to cry and break down and just kill myself cos i'm so not prepared for As

im not prepared, i'm so not prepared. i rather kill myself then get shitty grades i swear i wan to die now

f f f i hate this pressure like get As and Bs ONLY cb you think easy AH!!!!!!!!!!

i swear i'm more determined last time but who cares about the old days it's about now and my determination is waningggggg

I CANNOT DO THIS I WANNA GIVE UP

I WANNA DIE BYE