How turning 18 felt like.

So, on the 28th, i turned 18.

When i was still 16, maybe turning 18 would be one of the most exciting events ever, like "omg party party club club it's my day everyone so please rock the night" kinda thing.

But maybe i've grown up too fast, maybe such things no longer excite me anymore, maybe i just .... don't want to be 18 and see the world?

To me, turning 18 is a turning point in my life. Like, that's when you're beginning to see life as a whole?

But, I'm not prepared for that. Not at the very least.

I was rather apathetic on the 28th, indifferent or oblivious, even. At midnight, i'm like 'OMG I'M 18!!' - excited for a few moments then the mood died down.

And then, i forgot i'm 18.

The most ironical part of it all (as compared to what my view of 18 is when i was 16, that is), i wanted something simple.

Maria cherre isabel liwen matt vin ben and d will probably think i've gone berserk or something. But sometimes, the simplest things in life are the ones that make you the happiest, or so i think.

Those simple pleasures, they always leave us with an indelible mark, don't they? At least, it's true happiness.

Thanks to everyone for the flurry of messages and calls, it's really sweet. Although i didn't reply to everyone(cos my bill is the ultimate), please be assured that i really appreciate them. Love you guys!

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On the 28th, i felt like there was something missing, something which i couldn't much explain nor understand. But, let's just leave it at that.

In the noon, i went out with Ming, the bestest friend on earth. We couldn't really do much because of time constraints.

But those few hours were really fun like i can really see her effort to make everything work out and all.

Ming : Thanks a lot bestie! Even though it may be short and all, every minute counts right? And it was lovely. Thanks for making me feel like it's really my day and i deserve to have a kickass time every hour, every minute, every second. The laughters we had are always good for the abs because they're so hard and loud and all the good things combined into one HAHA. Thanks for everything! We had a great time yo, love you ttm!

After which, i had to rush back to change because i was meeting Jerm, Sal and Yuan for dinner.

And goodness, i was late for like close to an hour and a half! Big, big apologies to jerm and yuan who did not complain a single bit! Sweet.

We went Italian at Da Paolo for dinner at Ann Siang Hill. A nice setting with a nice decor. The food was nice and the service was great. (:

Sal : Hey gem! You've always been there, never once gone. Never once stingy with your advices, never once saying no to my requests, never once left me in the lurch. You're one of my v v v true friends and you know how much i love you and your beautiful heart. Thanks for being you all the time, thanks for hearing me out, thanks for listening to my whims and fancies, thanks for standing by me, thanks for everything!! Love you ttm! (:

Jerm : The entry you dedicated to me on your blog was sooooooo sweet, i swear i had goosebumps! Hahaha. Awww, you're an excellent friend too! We've gone through a lot together yes? I guess those quarrels we had were a blessing in disguise. Look at how far we've come together! Yes, i agree we must have more 'mental' moments(you get what i mean heehee). Thanks for everything babe and you know i love you! (:

Yuan : Yo my man! Did you know that i was damn touched by your message? I went like awwwwwwwww for the longest time. Hahaha. I'll remember that for life man. We should hang out more, it's fun having you around. Anyway, i really love your heart, it's really nice and sincere, really. Anyway, how was your party with Oprah(inside joke) HAHA. Meet you really soon yo, take care and love you! (:

Love you guys times 10 to the power of 99.