Can i?

This is my fifth entry for the day - but it'll be the first that you see because i can't seem to publish the other four. Lack of courage? That's bull.

I'm stunned. It's the seventh hour i'm online doing nothing but the plain ol' youtube vids and bloghopping. Excuse me sir, prelims less than a month and As so near so near so near.

My mind's in a whirl and i really can't think of anything to write about.

Goodbye.

it was there
with presence, aura

and security

but slowly, it diminishes

away from the sideline
and eventually reduced to

a light speck of dust

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why oh why?