with hope

But then again, maybe it's better this way.
Looking at how C puts in so much effort for her IS is crazy. I think KI kills too much of her brain cells.

But then again, maybe it's better this way.
If i'd go to other schools, maybe having overachieving peers would just plunge me into depression.

But then again, maybe it's not better this way.
I don't know what i want.

But then again, maybe it's not better this way.
I think i can't do this, i think i cannot, i think i can't do this, i think i cannot.

I think i'll really kill myself if i don't feel prepared for As. I really think i will.

THERE'S SO MUCH THINGS TO DO ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREW YOU ^%&*()(*&^%$^&*((*&^%$%^&*(*&^%^&*(*&^%^&*( omg i hate this ttm.