with hope

i actually didn't really enjoy today's outing, seriously. okay but whatever it's donee. and i'm very hungry now and even though today was totally fatssssss day, i don't care i'm still eating because i love carbs and food.

and i'm still in my towels and i haven't showered since i came back and i'm very lazy! you know, i think i'm quite weird in a way because i always worry every single night that i won't be able to sleep.

i think i have insomnia.

like i'm scared that i can't sleep so i must make sure i tire myself every night in a way. tsk. and like when i woke up the next morning, i always have this feeling like 'eh i actually slept!' like in a very surprising manner.

omgz damn weird. i want to watch twilight and wildchild! and i love maria! :D